Wednesday, March 9, 2011

Nemo and the memorys



1st bdit atgbal fkrat ktabt aly b5a6ri

+ i start to like the blogger ^^

aba atklam 3n mwogaf mn 20 mins t8reeban

ana artab a`3ra`9y 3shan bntgal skan new

5l9t klshi

yat brtb al toys hehe .. glt memorys 1st

wo hlkt mn kthrhm

ana 3mri ma armi ay shy fih goo memorys even if paper

3ndi ashya mn 5 years

wo akthar

wo new

ana aratb wo a`97ak wo start to flash back

wo mrah find pic me + manami

b9ra7ah a`9aygt woaid woaid

wo bdt 3yooni tdma3 .. lani really i love this girl

wo lgeet thx card yoom knt fi uae

wo paper 3la al jdar ma shlta gbal .. mktoob fiha : dear rashed <3 stop playing game and move ur ass ! love (k) from sweeie :S

wo lgeet gift mn fl96in yaybtna 7gi :(

wo ana m`9ayg 3zlt al gift

wo i cry wo agool liiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiish

lish anty aly t2thini lish anty mb `3irch .. lish al `3dr mnch lish

do i still love u .. wo ba3dnch 3ni

do i still have a good memorys of u

i know its was a lie but i love the way u lie

i love the way u care

i love the moment we spend the time together

i really hate u manami .. i hate u lani 7bitch woaid

i hate u cuz u use this great heart

i hate u lanch d5lty 7yaty 3shan t2thini

i hate u lanch aly 5litini a3ani 5 months wo tmthlin 3liah

i dont want any thing to remind me of u

b7rghm klhm .. al pics wo klshi ythakrni fiha

3zalt al a`3ra`9 .. 3shan mafi mkan fi my memorys box

b7rghm wo bt5la9 mnha .. m3na ma agdr aswoiha

its hurt me .. lani aba athakrha cuz i still love akthar ansanah athatni wo 5ltni ashoof al moot 10 mrat fi day

bas malt 3la my heart .. stop ur emotion and do the right thing

this is me .. hurt my self 3shan a9rf 9a7 ^^

b3din lgeet memory wo a7la momery

5ltni anhar

ana astlmta fi 2006 mn my father

3barah 3n 6arah 9oofiah 3n al brd .. lanah y7atini abrad

fditak baba 7ta tba t`36y my head t5af 3liah amra`9

ya rit low tsm3ni even for 1 min to tell u i miss u alot

and i love u so much

and im so sorry lani g6a3t zyaraty lgbrk

cuz i dont want to believe u passed away

cuz its just hurt me ..

wo 7bit agoolk mn fargtni .. wo ana hami fi glbi ma asharkah 7ad

mn az3al mn 7ad wo a`9ayg knt tt9l fiah wo t3rf ani m`9ayg wo sb7an allah fi nafs al wogt aly a`9ayg

knt t7as fiah wo tfhmni

even atha a5abi 3lik .. knt tgool t5bi 3liah wo t7rjni

dayman tgool hatha al wo7id al m`6loom fi this family

wo t3rf ani ktoom ma a6l3 aly fiah ..

i remember yoom a5tlaf with 3issa when i was kid wo ma r7t dubai wo 5a6ri fi easter eggs

wo ana 6alb wo7dah wo athkr sh7ntli kl al eggs .. tgooli ma athkr asm al egg ybtlk ayahm klhm

wo mn mra`9t wo9it al kil y5bi 3liah al mwo`9oo3 .. 3shan ma a`9ayg wo 6ool ftrat al mra`9 a7atik wo at3ab

bas knt adri knt t3ani low knt t5bi 3liah

i dont told u klmt ur DR 3shan a3rf sho fik .. wo ma 5brtk i know 3shan ma t7atini

3rft fik 9r6an .. wo i know u will passed away cuz al amal `93if

and u already know that u will

u try to act normal .. but i cant when i see u and i feel like im gonna say good bye one day to u

i just wanna be with u .. and i thout i cant live without u

knt a6lab mn allah ya5th roo7y m3 roo7k 3shan ma aba a3ish yoom bdoonk

knt a5bi 3lik ani adri about ur sickness

fhamt lish ma knt tbani a3rf

lani f3lan t3thabt

ur room was next to my room wo knt asm3k tka7 wo kl ma tka7 agool stop plz ma agdr ast7mal

wo ma anam ala a6mn ank naim

knt a3rf yoom mootk 2-4

wo a3rf al dfan 4-4

i was asking my teacher atha woa7d mat 2-4 lish byt25r al dfan ?

akeed galt hatha sho fih @@

7ta al wogt knt katbah 11:27 pm

gbal ma tmoot b month

knt adri .. wo 7as byoomk

when i told them btwoari5 wo sho by9eer they think i get crazy

that why at 2-4 i stay in hospital cuz i know its the last moment to be with u

everyone leave the hospital 3shan yt3shoon ala ana

gltlhm maba

yglooli ala 1 hour wo radin

kl ygrab al wogt tnzal dmoo3i my sister she told me that he will be ok

gltla la ho bywoda3

mb bas ana adri fi wogt mootk

7ta anta knt tdri

knt tgool ana brd btaboot

knt tgool ana sair awoda3

wo that glt wo9itak

rkazt 3liah wo wo9it`hm klhm 3li .. wo daimn t7atini wo antra al mri`9 mb ana

tt9al fiah more than 10 times fi alyoom

7bib glbi aboyah .. m7d shratk fi glbi

a7bak ya a7n glbi 3liah

wo akthar sh59 kan y7bni

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i dont know atha publish wola la

sorry hatha al mwo`9oo3 mafih mragbah fi ktabah

lani aba a3br wpo agool aly fi 5a6r

2 comments:

  1. I never thought , I'm gonna write a comment ever in any blog. When I read your post its make me feel how painful ,how sad , how emotional you are. I know you are strong enough to keep yourself together.

    Our day past and also people change from time to another , only true friends , pure hearts stay longer for ever.

    Just ask yourself this question .. Does Manami deserve your sadness and feeling regret or even your tears ?

    You have more experience in life now I'm sure you are not going to do the same mistake again , try to look in a bright side. :)

    The best thing for someone special who passed away is to visit is grave , pray for him ask god to mercy him.

    Thanks Nemo you touched me really you are inspiring us to way of being powerful and grateful.
    Wish you best happiness

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  2. turqooz anta knt m3ai fi klshi

    knt adri bklshi .. knt agool t7lil al 3lmi y2kad aly 7as fih .. bas ana ma knt aba a9dg

    cuz i like the way they lie wo shy `39ban 3ni .. tthkr low ttklm 3nhm bklmah knt ajlab al dnia wo 3ady delete u .. wo knt ma ttklm bmwo`9oo3hm .. b3d al grayah tthkr kif knt aba aksrhm

    lani rdit 3la 6bi3ty .. ana ansan ma knt m7taj hay al 5brah .. knt a7taj aly yfch 3ni al s7ar

    hathila woaid mswoili .. 3shan a7bhm .. 3shan my school .. 3shan heat the place .. wo trakmt al mwoa`9i3 .. lin fi nhayah a5r s7r 3anit fih aly mn shhar 9

    knt adri anhm mn shhar 6 7sit bmf3ool al magic

    tthkr yoom agoolk bklmk 3la bb 3shan bseer school akon awoal woa7d agoolk im waiting al 7ars yfta7 al mktbah >> that mean im the 1st guy who came >> wo a6l3 mn school mn a5r 6lab

    ala atha ma 3ndi shy a6la3 3adi xD

    wo 3n abooyah anta tgool aseer gbrah .. ana at3ab nn ashoof gbrah .. abtdy a9dg anah myat

    ana 7as aboyah msafr .. wo byrja3

    fkrat al moot tt3bni .. hdytah just 5ltni astwo3ab wo a7as xD .. that all

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